Discoveries happen as goings happen

The difficulty presented when thinking about having to design work for public showings when you actually are in the open field, and your work is not simply going to be presented in a work shop or class critique, struggle is upfront when considering broad ideas such as : who is the audience going to be? Where, what am i going to actually look like doing this? How do I want to present myself to the open public? All these people i do not know? Behind schools closed doors I became comfortable - with myself and what i do. . . But perhaps I could have felt this same way approaching my first days of critiques in school, and this feeling of hesitance is just another obstacle to surmount and think of again later in the past?

Watched the film of the opera of La Boheme from the recommendation of my history adviser. It was a san francisco version with Luciano Pavarotti. realized that bohemian friends could be useful.

and. . . figured this one out again:
One walk can lead to many other walks, you just have to take the one walk first.


and, read a good summary of something thought to be unexplainable:
"... siezed him like an obscure poem in which everything is slightly distorted and displaced, and revels a drifting meaning fragmented in the depths of the mind." Robert Musil, man with out qualities.